Because you thinking about her, you feel alone

Are you heard this idiom before, "Because you thinking about her, you feel alone!". This idiom can exactly describe my current feeling. I know what is impossible, but I am too stubborn. I still get know the news about her. In front of her, I never say anything. Although a simple say hello, I am not doing. This is a way I try to separate the distance from her. I trust we are impossible, I must do something to avoid from hurt myself again. The night is late, but I was still energy to think about her. I still remember how I know her. She is my foundation mate's roommate. Currently, she still that friend's roommate. Actually, not much memory I can find between how I know her because just a short term I knew her. First time, I get attract with her smile. Her smile is different. After I getting her deeply, I found that she is pretty nice. Unfortunately, she got boy friend that time. I just keep quite. I got the experience like a girl got boy friend before. That feeling is very suffer. So, I decided to leave it away. Once day, miracle coming. She broke up with her boy friend. I am the first person to know about this new. From facebook, I know it.  A chance is reach, but not easy, because I still got something need to worry. My experiences not enough for to get her heart. Something more disappointed is ........ I do not want say it any more. Time is the medicine to forget, I will live better tomorrow.