I like who in mind, I love who in imagination. I like someone that never achieve because I already stand far away from her just because my depression. I just can msn and sms her. I never talk in front of her since that day. Should I still contact with her? I think answer is NO. I am scary to see her. my state of depression attack once I meet her. She is beautiful enough for me but I found someone is beautiful than her. Just the feeling of like already fully cover all of her. She become most beautiful in the world. The day I started have the feeling of scare is the day of her birthday. The reason is I went through far away to buy a necklace for her and spent a lot money. Finally, I getting know is spoiled item I bought. It is a difficult journal to buy her a gift. I feel she is not cherish on that. Is myself did something too hard to make myself scare her? At the end, I don't give the present to her.
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